As grief gradually wanes and then fades, you perhaps focus on the questions of life beyond your broken heart. How do you connect and serve again in joy? What is the life force, the motivation, or the impetus of your daily existence? Is it momentary pleasure or life-satisfying joy? Why is it so difficult to relax and enjoy life? Will the cloud of grief overshadow your life forever? Will God ever surprise you again in life with joy? Where do you find fullness of joy? What is complete joy?